midnight story

So lonely

I am so depressed

everyone is an stranger

I miss nothing

just wanna disappear

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bye!

there are always bitchy people

I used to like I dont give a shit about copy cat or bitchy person

but now I wonder if I get older I got quite sensitive abt those bitchy ppl

maybe they are getting closer to me and became part of my life

I am not a testy or touchy person, but bitches are like flies, always next to you

I do love fashion and art, but I get sick of ppl who act like fashionable and artistic

as well as they are a true bitch

I have many friends who are not into fashion, but they are really nice person,

and they are the sincerest fds of mine

I dont think everyone have to be fashionable

well there are lots of fake ppl who selling luxury fake product

and earning lots of money, they are con-artists A

and con-artists B is ppl who trying to be cool and think herself so chic and charming

but to me, she is discussing and just doing rubbish and meaningless thing

wasting time to do some social communication which I will never motive to do

meeting another fake cheap group, dress up to look cool together, shoot for cheap low fashion

I am not a punker

all I wanna say is there are lots of smart ppl, they can also be evil or do

some low cheap thing to attract some attention, but they will never do that

as they are smart, stupid bitch would put lots of effort to get fame and praise

wise ppl can also do inferior behavior but they dont becos they are high class ppl

time will tell even those dirty things are perfectly cover up

glad that I have lots of kind-hearted fds

xxx

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《山中一個夏夜》林徽因

山中一個夏夜，深得

像沒有底一樣，

黑影，松林密密的；

周圍沒有點光亮。

對山閃著只一盞燈 — 兩盞

像夜的眼，夜的眼在看！

滿山的風全躡著腳

像是走路一樣；

躲過了各處的枝葉

各處的草，不響。

單是流水，不斷的在山谷上

石頭的心，石頭的口在唱。

均勻的一片靜，罩下

像張軟垂的幔帳。

疑問不見了，四角裡

模糊，是夢在窺探？

夜像在訴禱，無聲的在期待，

幽馥的虔誠在無聲裡布漫。

its Lars von Trier

you may be a goth

Wander

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