I HATE BIRTHDAYS

I hate birthdays and big days for turning me off

it is so silly to take things seriously

thats why love hurts every human being

Thanks for giving me misunderstanding as a remarkable b-day present

I have no idea that what do you mean apart from that

so speechless its your stereotype image of jacqueline chung, such a miser

all I want is to well plan our vocation and to discuss with you

and now everything was ruined, such a marvels ending

I really mad abt it, and I should from the very beginning

Congratulation!

Living on the edge

we are people living on the edges

we cant expect which step we will fall or encounter a variation of our life

our weakest part is we are so powerless to change the happened thing

and the says of treasuring your love is always bullshit before losing them

somehow I always pray, I dont know if GOD have heard it, maybe its just a kind of comfort

deceiving myself there are solution from far away, far away from the sky and everything will be better

and back to the fact, it hurts and we feel pain

tears drop, things still have to be faced

nevertheless, we still keep going on and gotta be strong

nothing is hopeless as we are with bless and lead by love

I always need sth to recall sth

Which is so FUCKIN STUPID!

I tried to analysis myself last night, the conclusion is I am a

SELF-FISH and INNOCENT person

I think there are lots of people spoiled me from the day i born

even the nowadays

I am such an imperfect person, I am so weak and meaningless and powerless and helpless

I want to comfort everyone I love but eventually, I still hurt them with my curl face

I just want to be simple

Today, I went to my mon's restaurant, the profit still cant reach our want

mon has to come to the restaurant after work, it must be exhausted for her

My heart feels empty as I witnessed how hard she worked

I also feel helpless

Life is not in our control, we cant decide what we get and meet

I hope the peaceful and joyful days will come to my family soon

mute

I am so exhausted that I am a mute

Why cant I speak my heart

Burn the weakness of me, burn it, burn it

I want to be your consolation

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Face up in my face

Finally, I am still alone

I sometimes think I am such a wiredo that no one can explain me even myself, I want to be complicated but simple at the same time, kind but cruel, beautiful but ugly, awkward but relaxed.

People loves me, but there are something blocked me away from them, I CANT EXPLAIN IT.

I always dream for a comfort atmosphere, pure air, soft world, warm lip, kind hand, actually its all around me, but I ruined them and I am lost, I am the one who misunderstand myself the most.

I dont know why I am so complicated, I even want to tear myself out and clean every piece of me, make every compartment as much simple as it can.

I AM A PROBLEM.

CONSTANT PROBLEM.

RUNNING AWAY FROM MYSELF.

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我試著以重複的姿態遊走於放空之間