I always need sth to recall sth

Which is so FUCKIN STUPID!

I tried to analysis myself last night, the conclusion is I am a

SELF-FISH and INNOCENT person

I think there are lots of people spoiled me from the day i born

even the nowadays

I am such an imperfect person, I am so weak and meaningless and powerless and helpless

I want to comfort everyone I love but eventually, I still hurt them with my curl face

I just want to be simple

Today, I went to my mon's restaurant, the profit still cant reach our want

mon has to come to the restaurant after work, it must be exhausted for her

My heart feels empty as I witnessed how hard she worked

I also feel helpless

Life is not in our control, we cant decide what we get and meet

I hope the peaceful and joyful days will come to my family soon